"Biar nakal asal berakal" -4 hormat, SM Chung Hwa

I've got one interesting story to told...hehehe...All my classmates have the same head, we're one big happy family! So this story happen yesterday and I can't stop smilling like a pathetic kid. My sister was a teacher at our school and she teach us History..ahahaha..She said that we need to do our note on chapter 4..What do you think after that? Are you really think that we're some bunch of nice kids that follow the rules, guess what you're wrong? All of us just do our own things and really didn't worry about the consequences that we may faces.

Me and my girlfriends play a game that we saw on "Super Spontan" I don't know whats its names but I guess its the "pemberita berkepala tiga" maybe? ahahaha idk!

We just do our things for one hour and a half until one of my classmates run like a monkey and told us that my sister was on the way! OMG! So all of just lari lintang pukang to our own table and pretends nothings happen.

Me and my girlfriends pretending to reads the history books while the others I saw pretending to do the notes, some were pretending to sleep and others tries innocent. What a shame!

Thats why we are one big happy family and we has a motto

"Biar nakal asal berakal"

-4 hormat, SM Chung Hwa

This photo was taken before our favourite PD teacher has to move to Pulau Banggi. We really really really miss her. She gave us an advice that we need to study real hard, be a good students that and whats really funny is that she said was
"Belajar bersungguh-sungguh jangan sampai Biar nakal asal berakal jadi Berakal tapi nakal!"
- Teacher Rahma Yong. You will always be in our heart.

NOT FEELING GOOD ENOUGH.

I always try so hard to please people, even though I can never accomplish it. I constantly put myself down because I feel like shit compared to someone that’s obviously way better than me. I keep setting my expectations too high for myself, and I get more and more disappointed every time. Why can’t I just be completely satisfied with who I am?

31 March 2012

Don't force anything to happen. Let every piece fall into it's place as it should, on it's on. Don't try rushing anything, because if it's is meant to be, it'll all happen eventually. You might just end up ruining something by rushing it or trying to force it to happen. Let things happen naturally, and you'll notice how much happier you'll be when they happen unexpectedly.

In my opinion of me

I'm not confident sometimes I'm not myself. I know I'm smart, but not that kind of way but I always feels stupid if I compared myself with other. I read people much better than a books but I  never find the right word how to explain it. I'm only as funny as I feel- sort of and I'm always feel ugly. I sometimes walk with my head down and my posture is terrible, I tell you-TERRIBLE. I get emotion get the best of me when I feel terrible things about people. I'm really not nice as I'd like to be or innocent as you think I am. I am not perfect and nobody is perfect. I stand for everything I want. I'm a big dreamer with little motivation. I'm really not good at all, on my own. I'm worstless. But I'm proud of myself and don't understand how could everyone be cocky about it or aware of all disgusting things that they think and do, but no one knows. We're all broken to humble. I'm a teenage girl. I don't know what am I doing. I wanna runs from things I don't even know happen. I'm trying to figure out, like idk MY LIFE? I'm really good at making mistake. I'm even even better at hating myself for them. I think I'm original when I probably like everyones else. If I even know what it is, I'm arrogant. Get at me.

You know what sucks?

Problems:

• Waking up alone.
• No food.
• Being tired all the time.
• Maths hate me.
• Having no one to love you at all.
• Not being photogenic.
• Being the ugly friend.
• Trust issues.
• Having no motivation.
• Feeling like a failure at life.
• Waiting for moments that won’t come.
• Not knowing who your real friends are.
• Having no one to turn to.
• Being ugly and insecure.
• No money.
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I'm embarrassed

 Oh man! I'm so pissed yesterday. I'm busy looking at my photos at the computer suddenly all the guy, I means by the names of guy was boys! Shit! It was so  embarrassing  that it contain all of my embarrasing photos with my girlfriends such as I'm sleeping like a worm. Pissed I tell you pissed. They were like nonstop laughing hyena. But thankfully I'm not the only ones that  embarrassed that time..bahahaha..My girlfriends were there too watching the  embarrassed  photos together was historical and I'm not the ones with the worst photos in it anyway.  muahahaha*evil laugh 

p/s : I'm soooooooo  embarrassed !!! XDDDD

If you want to succeed

If you want to succeed in life, always remember this phrase :

The past doesn't equal the future. It doesn't matter if you failed yesterday or all day today.

What matter is :

What are you going to do,

              RIGHT NOW!